I have this thing where I just sit in myroomfor hours and hours when I know all the shit I haveto do.I have somuch to accomplish.And I just sit and torture myself by thinking about all these things.I grow anxious to the point where I want torip my hair out, but I never take action.I just sit.And I watch the time tick, and suddenly it’s completely dark out. And I don’t know where my family is,and I am alone, a shut-in, and a recluse.