I want to feel alive. I want to touch rain and actually feel it.To be aware of all the souls around me and all the souls that have inhabited this strange Earth before me. 

I want to feel a real, honest,true, strong, heartbreaking emotion. I don’t give a damn what emotion, I just want to feel something so strongly I want to cry,or scream,or jump or just explode and transcend my body with which I feel out of touch.

All the movies we watch portray these incredible beings who react dramatically to any thing that goes off an unexpected path. I just want to grasp what it’s like to have a soul and be able to have these thoughts and feelings. I don’t want to feel dead. I don’t want to look back on my life 60 years from now and wonder what the point of it all was.